Keira Knightley Revisits "Trauma" of Being Accused of Having an Eating Disorder
"I'll suddenly have a very bodily memory of it because, ultimately, it's public shaming."
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Keira Knightley is opening up about the intense public scrutiny she faced regarding her body and weight at the height of her career.
In a recent interview with The Times published on Saturday, Nov. 23, the actress said that the near-constant speculation that she had an eating disorder was "traumatic."
"I knew I wasn't [dealing with an eating disorder]. I knew I was eating," she told the publication, adding that she has mentally blocked out a good portion of that time in her career, explaining that "in that classic trauma way, I don’t remember it."
"There’s been a complete delete, and then some things will come up and I’ll suddenly have a very bodily memory of it because, ultimately, it’s public shaming, isn’t it?" she added. "It’s obviously part of my psyche, given how young I was when it happened. I’ve been made around it."
Knightley recalled one incident in particular when the scrutiny hit a fever pitch, after reports surfaced that fellow actress Mary-Kate Olsen entered an inpatient rehabilitation program to treat an eating disorder.
Instead of being met with support and praise for addressing and treating the issue, the Olsen twin was mocked and ridiculed in the press.
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"I remember viscerally one of the Olsen twins had anorexia, and she went into a clinic," Knightley recalled. "I remember being asked about it on a press tour, like it was a joke. She was meant to be shamed for seeking help for anorexia."
Knightley went on to explain that, at the time, she thought the coverage was "wild."
"I remember sitting there just being like, ‘Wow, this is wild.’ Can you imagine?" explained, adding that she was incredibly "emotional" over the ordeal despite the coverage focusing on another actress.
"I still can't bear it," she added.
In 2018, during an appearance on The Hollywood Reporter's Awards Chatter podcast, the actress revealed she had a "mental breakdown" when she was 22 as a result of her fame and intense coverage in the press.
"I went deep into therapy and all of that, and [a therapist] said, ‘It’s amazing—I normally come in here and have people that think people are talking about them and they think that they’re being followed, but actually they’re not," she recalled at the time. "You’re the first person that actually that is happening to!'"
Danielle Campoamor is Marie Claire's weekend editor covering all things news, celebrity, politics, culture, live events, and more. In addition, she is an award-winning freelance writer and former NBC journalist with over a decade of digital media experience covering mental health, reproductive justice, abortion access, maternal mortality, gun violence, climate change, politics, celebrity news, culture, online trends, wellness, gender-based violence and other feminist issues. You can find her work in The New York Times, Washington Post, TIME, New York Magazine, CNN, MSNBC, NBC, TODAY, Vogue, Vanity Fair, Harper's Bazaar, Marie Claire, InStyle, Playboy, Teen Vogue, Glamour, The Daily Beast, Mother Jones, Prism, Newsweek, Slate, HuffPost and more. She currently lives in Brooklyn, New York with her husband and their two feral sons. When she is not writing, editing or doom scrolling she enjoys reading, cooking, debating current events and politics, traveling to Seattle to see her dear friends and losing Pokémon battles against her ruthless offspring. You can find her on X, Instagram, Threads, Facebook and all the places.
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