Brittany Burgunder has lost and gained over 150 pounds while recovering from eating disorders at both ends of the harrowing spectrum. In her forthcoming book, Safety in Numbers: From 56 to 221 Pounds, My Battle with Eating Disorders, the young woman explores what it's like to live with anorexia, bulimia, binge eating, and exercise addiction.
As she shares on Elite Daily, when her weight dropped to its lowest, she lost all mobility, faced liver failure, couldn't think or recognize people, went bald, needed blood transfusions, and had an almost zero chance of survival. In her attempts to recover, she yo-yoed back the other way, unable to stop bingeing on food because her body was so deprived.
"I binged. After many years of controlling, resisting and depriving myself of food, I gave in. It was an exhilarating, wonderful and scary sensation. I didn't know how to stop. I was now 75 pounds and climbing. What I didn't realize was I had traded anorexia for bingeing."
When Brittany hit 221 pounds, she became bulimic, desperate to get "thin" again. It's a complicated, heartbreaking tale, but also an inspiring one: She soldiers on, and is attempting, through telling her story, to inspire others not to give up hope.
Watch this riveting video to get a glimpse of her journey:
If you or someone you know needs help, call the National Association of Anorexia Nervosa and Associated Disorders helpline at (630) 577-1330, or email them at email@example.com.